Cargo

It feels like I’ve lived an eternity since the diagnosis, but I looked at the calendar and it was less than a month ago. A lifetime in a month and we’re only just beginning.

I don’t know what you call them, but I think of them as messages from the universe - those moments when something comes back in to your life at exactly the right moment. A message from a friend, a song on the radio with lyrics that punch you in the gut, a poem revisited.

I was first introduced to this poem by my friend/coach/mentor Jim Marsden. It was perfect timing way back then and it was again when it came in an email newsletter this morning. I’m finding these messages from the universe everywhere these days. Maybe it’s because I’m more open to them than usual? Either way, I’m grateful.

I hope it speaks to you too. The world needs your gifts.

Cargo, by Greg Kimura

You enter life a ship laden with meaning, purpose and gifts
sent to be delivered to a hungry world.
And as much as the world needs your cargo,
you need to give it away.
Everything depends on this.

But the world forgets its needs,
and you forget your mission,
and the ancestral maps used to guide you
have become faded scrawls on the parchment of dead Pharaohs.
The cargo weighs you heavy the longer it is held
and spoilage becomes a risk.
The ship sputters from port to port and at each you ask:
“Is this the way?”
But the way cannot be found without knowing the cargo,
and the cargo cannot be known without recognizing there is a way,
and it is simply this:
You have gifts.
The world needs your gifts.
You must deliver them.

The world may not know it is starving,
but the hungry know,
and they will find you
when you discover your cargo
and start to give it away.